Countdown for final

14 weeks just gone like this...
What am i actually doing in these weeks??
Eat, play, laugh, sing, sleep, gossip, online...what else??
I was wasting my time to do all these things!!
Left one more week to go for my final exam...
Nervous?? Yes, now only started to worry...
Haven't revised yet...no confident at all...
What am i learning throughout the whole semester??
The answer is: I DON'T KNOW!!!
Oh~~My God~~please bless me...

Countdown: 10 days

Dear Cutie

LAI YAT LEE!! Happy Birthday to you ya~!!
Wish all your dreamzZZZ come true...
Next time take photos sure very nice ohh..
Don't always delete our photos ok?? Damn dulan you!
The most beautiful, brilliant and splendid photos will be your wedding photos!
Hahaha!!

I guess the third wish you made on Monday is about Feizal la..haha..
Faster grab him before others have a chance to approach him.. =P
Even after you become a Muslim, i will still be your friend de..muahahaha!!!
Don't angry k? Birthday girl must be happy, otherwise your first wish cannot be attained.

Surprise to receive the birthday gift?? hahaha!!
You must use it to keep your skin smooth...
Don't let other people use because it is specially for you..
I jealous Yoke Ling make the bomb for you lo..damn nice e...
My birthday that time only received an 'assignment'..somemore got 'white bread' at the back..
haihz...

1 more thing i want to say..don't bring so many insects and animals to college..
I know our college is quite environmental friendly, but it is not Zoo Negara la...
I hope you won't bring a tiger to college next week. hahaha!!
I suggest you put the snake inside Ms. Lee's handbag, i wanna see her response!! hahaha!!!

Lastly, HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY!!!

Sad + Angry + Disappointed

These few days a lot of things happened to me..
It started last friday, my friend made a fool on me..
He told me that he miss me a lot, he wrote a song for me, and fall in love with me..
Everything he said can make me trust him 100%, because the messages he sent to me sound so real..
I rejected..I treat him as my best friend that can share my happiness and sadness together..
After awhile, he told me that he wrote a song for me, the title is 'sorry kum ying, i cheated you'..
Now i realized that what he said is just a lame joke! He always say that he very care about me as his good friend, but why he wants to take this as a joke?
I admit sometimes i really play until very crazy with him, but it doesn't mean i will accept this kind of joke.
I was very very angry, i don't even want to reply his messages and pick up his call. i even switch off my phone..
He sent 60++ messages to me on that night and i received many missed call..
I tortured him for 1 night, so the next morning i decided to forgive him after i called Yoke Ling to make something clear about him.

As a friend, i advise him not to play a girl like this because not everyone can accept it.
It's ok if he doesn't want to listen, but i don't know why he get angry with me..may be he doesn't like i say he plays other girls..
I did explain to him, i know he got a bit beh song me through his manner of speaking.
He said he regret to have this kind of friend..and that day onwards he will treat me as a very normal friend..ok lo...i 'sing chuin' him..i'm quite angry that time..
A few hours later, he sms me and said he wanted to go back to last time when we joke together, play together..
WTF!! I don't even want to bother about him! His face is as thick as the wall!!

Sunday's afternoon, i received Zhi Jie's message. He already knew what happened between both of us.
Zhi Jie asked me to forgive him..that time i'm not angry anymore..but i lost a trust on him..
After chatting with Zhi Jie for some times, i decided to forgive him..i sent a message to that bastard saying that i will forget everything and we are still friend..
He replied me, he sent a message that make me really dulan him!! I really want to throw away my phone that time..I angry until cry and i deleted his number from my contact list immediately!
He said something that shouldn't be said by a rational person.
I forward this message to my friends who know about this..Kah Koon you are right, this person really got problem..we must be careful of him..
From that moment, i decided to remove this person from my friend list..he is no longer my friend!

Few hours later, he called me again and said he misunderstood me..
I didn't listen to his explanation...I scolded him very loud, and this is the first time i scold my friend like this.
I don't know which sentence from him is true and which one is lie..I don't trust him anymore.
He created a lie in order to retrieve a friend, and the lie is really a stupid lie!

Now he felt very sorry to me, very regret for what he has done to me...
He beg me to forgive him...I feel embarassed when i met him in college..
What should I do??

Accept or Reject?

What is LOVE??
Is it simple or complicated?
How is the feeling??
haiz........I DON'T KNOW!

Can anyone tell me whether i should accept or reject him??
Don't ask me who is he...